Where am I really heading to?

This might be my last post. Lol ;)) I don't know but that thought hit me. I just don't know why.
As of today, I really don't know what will happen tomorrow. Whether it will be a gloomy day, bad day, wonderful day. It depends on how people look at it, actually. All I know is that I want a peaceful life. And I want my loved ones to be happy. I actually want everyone happy. Alive or dead, I hope they find peace.

I want my family to have the best of everything. I may be called selfish but I want them to be happy. I want them to know that I feel sorry for every wrong thing that I have done. Well actually I did let them feel. I am only still starting though.

Things that I want to happen:

* Everyone to be happy
* Win the contest that I'll be entering
* For those whom I have done wrong to forgive me especially God
* Hope that crime/negative things/wrong doings LESSEN. It won't stop, I know. Because the world wouldn't be balanced. I just hope that it will lessen.

I'm really not a good person but I know that this time, I am sincere. Heehee. I don't know what's happening to me :)

Learn how to love yourself before you love sombody else so that you could love them with all your heart. Seriously, what's gotten into me? x)