Always start with I before we (For Lenten Season, I must change)

THINGS I MUST CHANGE...

* Typing/Facebook/Tumblr/Twitter/Blogging/Texting

All of the things that I must not prioritize but still I'm doing. I always check my facebook, tumblr, twitter, blogs, and other stuffs.Well, change takes a very long time. It doesn't happen overnight. I know it would be hard for me because it has been a part of my life. I must lessen these things. This won't help me much in the future anyway. How do I know that it won't help me? I'll see in the future.

* Worrying nonstop

Worrying about how I look/ what I look in other people's eyes. Well they won't care about me anyway because they don't know me and why should I worry? Hmmm... its just a teenagers problem. It can't be helped since I'm in puberty stage.
Worrying about friends when they visit here and would go home late (worrying about what might happen to them). Maybe next time I'll just let them go home early for me to stop worrying. I read this book which says that worrying is due to lack of faith in God. And whenever I think of that, I just stopped worrying about my friends and pray for them to go home safe. Now, all of them are safe. And thinking back on the days I worry too much is just a big no no. I wasted my time for things that I shouldn't think of.

* How I look at things negatively

I have to admit, I'm a pessimistic person. Whenever I'm happy, I always try not to be happy for long because I know that I will be sad later on. I realized that I must cherish it when I'm happy. Happiness won't always come but once it does, hold it tight.
What I learned in The Secret is... "It's all in the mind!" So if I want to live a happy life, I just have to think of it. Eventually, all good things will follow.


THINGS I'M DOING...

* Having some patience

As some people say, patience nowadays is a skill. (But it should be a virtue) Not everyone can be patient. Just a slight patient. It means that it can wait but not for too long. One example is when a guy courts a girl. At first he would wait for her to answer him. But after a few months, and if he would find a different girl, he would stop courting the other one. And that just sucks. I haven't experienced it yet but I hate hearing those kinds of story. Its nerve-wrecking.
Anyway, I'm the impatient type so I really really have to have some patience! How? I'll figure it out some other time. I know I will.

* Starting to study (AGAIN)

In the past few days I have been neglecting my studies. And I know what the reason is: Using internet and doing things that are nonsense. A question that passed my mind:
Will studies really help me with my future? And my answer is: Of course. When getting a job, they'd look at my grades and more about my education because if I don't know anything, how will they know that I'm suited for the job I'm applying to? I know right.


MISCELLANEOUS... (I'm not doing but I just wanna say something about this)

* Moving on

Who says its easy as 123? Most of us who experienced how to love knows this. Rather, all of us will have to go to through this. But for me, I don't need to prioritize love because I am studying. I must save love for later.

One thing I must do before anything else is to know what to prioritize first.