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Pottermore

Hi! I recently started playing pottermore and I'm starting to get addicted to it! I mean, the graphic is too good and there's a lot of things in it that makes it fabulous. You should try it as well! :)

Dramione ;-)

(I got this picture from google. It's not mine)

Don't they look cute together? After watching Harry Potter 7, I was convinced that Ron and Hermione were a cute couple. But then, I was obsessing about Tom Felton. (I think that obsessed is the perfect word because I didn't sleep the whole night due to the fact that I'm not yet done reading some of my picks of the dramione fanfic.) So eventually, I encountered fanfictions about Hermione and Draco. They were all fantastic! As for me, being a bit lonely and all, this pair has distracted me! I have forgotten about anything for I have drowned my thoughts into them. I like Tom Felton even though he's always the villain. And I love fanfics about them.

Fanfics are stories made by people about their favorite pair and how they want the story to go. That's why it has a word, "FAN" (Well that's how I think it is) Disclaimer is included for HP is not ours. I'll get over this soon but as for now, I can say that I'm addicted to Dramione. Teehee ;-)

This Girl Right Here..

So I guess that my previous post is not my last yet. Right now, I envy my friend. I don't even know how this feeling stayed with me for quite a while now. But one thing is for sure: I am not in my comfort zone for I feel envious of her.

I envy her because of love. Not because she's being loved by someone special to me but because she has found true love. And I haven't.

I thought that maybe this was her time. Her time to be happy being in love.

But what about me? I know I'm being selfish. And I know that each and everyone does not have the same fate and road of life.

As the saying goes, "The happiest people are the ones who knows how to be contented with what they have" It is not my nature to feel this way because I don't ask too much.. Or I do but not ofen.

I know that in time, I'll be able to answer my own question and be enlightened. But when will this day come? I think.

So for now, I'm trying to enjoy life even though most of the time I'm just lazing around the house and do nothing. I have to do something >_<

Where am I really heading to?

This might be my last post. Lol ;)) I don't know but that thought hit me. I just don't know why.
As of today, I really don't know what will happen tomorrow. Whether it will be a gloomy day, bad day, wonderful day. It depends on how people look at it, actually. All I know is that I want a peaceful life. And I want my loved ones to be happy. I actually want everyone happy. Alive or dead, I hope they find peace.

I want my family to have the best of everything. I may be called selfish but I want them to be happy. I want them to know that I feel sorry for every wrong thing that I have done. Well actually I did let them feel. I am only still starting though.

Things that I want to happen:

* Everyone to be happy
* Win the contest that I'll be entering
* For those whom I have done wrong to forgive me especially God
* Hope that crime/negative things/wrong doings LESSEN. It won't stop, I know. Because the world wouldn't be balanced. I just hope that it will lessen.

I'm really not a good person but I know that this time, I am sincere. Heehee. I don't know what's happening to me :)

Learn how to love yourself before you love sombody else so that you could love them with all your heart. Seriously, what's gotten into me? x)

Always start with I before we (For Lenten Season, I must change)

THINGS I MUST CHANGE...

* Typing/Facebook/Tumblr/Twitter/Blogging/Texting

All of the things that I must not prioritize but still I'm doing. I always check my facebook, tumblr, twitter, blogs, and other stuffs.Well, change takes a very long time. It doesn't happen overnight. I know it would be hard for me because it has been a part of my life. I must lessen these things. This won't help me much in the future anyway. How do I know that it won't help me? I'll see in the future.

* Worrying nonstop

Worrying about how I look/ what I look in other people's eyes. Well they won't care about me anyway because they don't know me and why should I worry? Hmmm... its just a teenagers problem. It can't be helped since I'm in puberty stage.
Worrying about friends when they visit here and would go home late (worrying about what might happen to them). Maybe next time I'll just let them go home early for me to stop worrying. I read this book which says that worrying is due to lack of faith in God. And whenever I think of that, I just stopped worrying about my friends and pray for them to go home safe. Now, all of them are safe. And thinking back on the days I worry too much is just a big no no. I wasted my time for things that I shouldn't think of.

* How I look at things negatively

I have to admit, I'm a pessimistic person. Whenever I'm happy, I always try not to be happy for long because I know that I will be sad later on. I realized that I must cherish it when I'm happy. Happiness won't always come but once it does, hold it tight.
What I learned in The Secret is... "It's all in the mind!" So if I want to live a happy life, I just have to think of it. Eventually, all good things will follow.


THINGS I'M DOING...

* Having some patience

As some people say, patience nowadays is a skill. (But it should be a virtue) Not everyone can be patient. Just a slight patient. It means that it can wait but not for too long. One example is when a guy courts a girl. At first he would wait for her to answer him. But after a few months, and if he would find a different girl, he would stop courting the other one. And that just sucks. I haven't experienced it yet but I hate hearing those kinds of story. Its nerve-wrecking.
Anyway, I'm the impatient type so I really really have to have some patience! How? I'll figure it out some other time. I know I will.

* Starting to study (AGAIN)

In the past few days I have been neglecting my studies. And I know what the reason is: Using internet and doing things that are nonsense. A question that passed my mind:
Will studies really help me with my future? And my answer is: Of course. When getting a job, they'd look at my grades and more about my education because if I don't know anything, how will they know that I'm suited for the job I'm applying to? I know right.


MISCELLANEOUS... (I'm not doing but I just wanna say something about this)

* Moving on

Who says its easy as 123? Most of us who experienced how to love knows this. Rather, all of us will have to go to through this. But for me, I don't need to prioritize love because I am studying. I must save love for later.

One thing I must do before anything else is to know what to prioritize first.

The Last Lions