Amber meets David

Have you ever wondered why some people chooses to chat with strangers? I don't know why but I've got the answer to that question. It's really a weird thing. I'll tell you a story about two people who used to chat with each other even only for once. It's the story of Amber and David. It started when both of them greeted each other in a fancy site for people who wants to chat with someone whom they don't even know. The story revolves as a long conversation. Here are some part which I know.

D:What's up?
A:What's down?
D:The floor
A:The roof

Amber told David that she was from a faraway land even though there's no fantasy included there. It's just a long long way from where David is sitting at that time. Both of them tried to take things as a joke until the time came when Amber told David that she needed to go for some reason. And so, she bid her farewell. David asked why and she told him immediately that she's got no time.

A: I need to go now. Bye David.
D:Bye Amber from faraway land.

And then they said their 'til we meet again' thingy to each other.

Amber was intrigued that she don't really want to disconnect from the line. She wanted to talk to D because he has some sense of humor and she don't find it hard to talk to him.

"It's really weird. I don't know why I even bother chatting with him though I know that he is far from me. But I can not let this friendship stay for long because it might be dangerous. Especially, I don't know him personally. I can't really trust someone who I don't even know. And I won't fall with someone whom I just met. It's just that I find it easy to have a conversation with him. We really got along even for just a few minutes that we've chatted."

To Be Continued...

An Apathetic-Turned Around Day

"Great!" I told myself. It's going to be a one-stressing day. I walked up to the stairs awhile ago and not expecting anything good to happen. Its just a usual day of course. Nothing exciting, nothing -- until I saw someone. It was a familiar face. He was going downstairs while I was going the other way. Of course, I can never forget that face. Those lovely but careful eyes, the Chinese-like eyes and the smooth skin. It was someone I know deep within my sub conscience. And as I notice that I was staring, I quickly took my eyes off him and gently looked away. Afraid that he would glance my way. After that, the only thing I knew was that he said, "Hi" while we were about to collide? No, that's not the word for it. But even so, in my mind, I knew that I had to answer him quickly before I miss the opportunity. I said "Hello" with a smiling face and immediately turned away. And that was the end but I felt ecstatic. It was something that never happened once before. It was like a miracle to be able to talk to him for the first time. And that's how my story works for today. :)

Facing The Stresses Away

I am more composed now than I am since I started college.

I hated every single day of my life since I didn't get what I want. It was like living in a life which you hated. Everyday was like waking up from a nightmare and I hated it. Sometimes I wonder why all these things happen to me. Did I do something to deserve this? And that's how the story goes..

It started when I graduated from my lovely life, highschool. During vacation, I do my daily routines -- Boring. Same old, same old. Until my father told me that I am going to a college near our house and I will choose a course which is related to Computer. But then, they were the one who picked for me. I had no freedom. I felt miserable. I had to withdraw from the University that I wanted to meet the parents requirements. Or my own rather. (Was it mine?) I am confused myself.

Since I am an obedient person, I followed them not knowing that it would affect my personal life in the future. Later, I realized that I am starting to look at life negatively. I am starting to hate waking up in the morning. And all I can do was eat, sleep and do nonsense things. Sometimes, I even stare at something for a whole hour without noticing it. I just realized that I gave up something that I loved. And I regreted it.

But doing those things won't solve any of my problems. And it was obvious. I need to make a great effort to love what I am doing and to love where am I heading to. Few years back then, I always want to write. Write, write and write! And now, I knew that I can do it eventhough my course is related to computers.

I even notice myself writing infront of the professor even if he is discussing a lecture or something. I've always known what I want and I just didn't take notice of it. I always ignored it. And that was one of the bad things I did in my life. But now, I am enlightened. I now know what I want. I want to put my life into writing everything I want and that's just enough. Right now, I am more confident with myself. It's just that sometimes, I am a huge slacker. I don't listen to my professors (Sometimes) and I just mind my own business by writing things that's on my mind. I love doodling in my notebook and its fun! You should try it as well! (winks)

Anyway, that's the end of the story. I just have to look at things positively so that I will have a positive result. The End.

A New Perspective In Life

Everything depends on how you look at it.

Its a matter-of-fact whether you look at it positively or negatively. The result is based on how you take things.

If you're used to absorb things positively, then surely you will have a good outcome in life. You will always love what you do and you will never complain about any of the misfortunes heading your way.

While on the other hand, if you have always taken things negatively, surely, we know what happens.

I once looked at a hospital from our house's window. It looked really faraway. But every time I go to school, I pass by that hospital. So that's when I had that conclusion. We just have to take a step forward to move on. We won't know it at first but as time passes by, we won't notice that we already reached our destination.

Loving A Mop

Have you ever tried loving a mop? OF COURSE NOT.

It's not literally as it is. Just based on some experiences, it's like loving someone who will just wash you away. Everyone eventually falls in love and unfortunately, I too. He exerted so much effort into giving everything that I wanted. Starting from his love to his personal time.

At first I had no major feelings for him. Just a minor crush. Until the time I fell for him because of his full efforts. But then everything won't always turn out the way you wanted it to be so...

... we broke up.

The feeling was like spilling the water (which represents the love) and then washing it away with a mop. When something's made, something will break. And it happened to me. It's a hurtful event in my life but I know that I'll be stronger as many trials come my way so I decided to stand still and fight :)

Why do big brothers bear grudges on their little sisters?

Sometimes we might think that life is unfair because problems trouble us all the time. It is an inevitable experience for us to have problems. Even if we try to stop thinking of it for one day.

I experienced my brother hating me for a long period of time. We had a quarrel one day and I said things like, "Never bother me again!" and "I hate you!" I said terrible things to my lovely brother just because we had a fight. I felt awful that time. Since then, he never did care for me. Nor even talk to me, he did not. And I started demanding attention from him because I want us to go back to the way we were. And I really missed him so much. Days passed and still, nothing changed. Or everything started to change rather. I know that he hates me so much.

Until the day when I hanged out with him and his friends. It felt a little awkward. But I am persistent. I really want to make things better. We talked with the help of his friends and everything's fine again.

That day, I realized that it's not yet too late to apologize for what you have done. Everything can go back to the way it was with the help of time and just a little talk. Little talks can be really helpful especially if you're sincere.