So I guess that my previous post is not my last yet. Right now, I envy my friend. I don't even know how this feeling stayed with me for quite a while now. But one thing is for sure: I am not in my comfort zone for I feel envious of her.
I envy her because of love. Not because she's being loved by someone special to me but because she has found true love. And I haven't.
I thought that maybe this was her time. Her time to be happy being in love.
But what about me? I know I'm being selfish. And I know that each and everyone does not have the same fate and road of life.
As the saying goes, "The happiest people are the ones who knows how to be contented with what they have" It is not my nature to feel this way because I don't ask too much.. Or I do but not ofen.
I know that in time, I'll be able to answer my own question and be enlightened. But when will this day come? I think.
So for now, I'm trying to enjoy life even though most of the time I'm just lazing around the house and do nothing. I have to do something >_<
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